Monday, September 11, 2006

exam exam exam....hard to concentrate...

Im having my second and last trial this year. (second or third?? Arghh!! see, im so stress i cant even remember how many trials i sat... im going crazy -_-)

Actually i should be studying very hard just like sum of my classmates, why some? cos there are always lazy bums like me who just dun wana study.... but after this week's trial and very soon PMR is coming.. everyone says:"Aiya!! PMR only mah!! PMR no need to scare wan lah, not important one!! Very easy only lah!!" or sumthing like that... i know that but i still hav to get as many A's as possible.... it all comes from a small portions or peer pressure and mostly from parents lah...

Its not like i dun care about my PMR, my exams, my results.... I want to study also... but i just cant concentrate... theres too many temptations around me...at home...theres television aka the idiot box...(agree on that..getting more stupid since subscribed Astro..now sumore got Animax...24 hour watching animes-_- how can i be smart???!!! ), then , theres an empty chair in front of the computer....waiting for me to sit on it and get stuck there for hours....

At school, there are friends and classmates who just cant be my role model and start reading some books or encourage me to (actually they did, but its wasnt very convincing)..... we can talk about anything anytime anywhere and we never run out of topics...

I think i need sumone who pushes me, put pressures on me, and must be very patient to teach me..... especially on my maths...u can ask me to study anything but maths...except theres tutors with these conditions....if not i think the teacher will give me back the tuition fee and ending up in Tanjung Rambutan....lolz


I should be studying....-_-
the author sang at 8:49 PM